Unproductive Window

 I have been MIA ever since I got back from Umrah.

Safe to say a lot has been going on, I got really sick and even after I recovered I just had no energy to do anything.

I have been productive with some of my long term goals, which I will share in due time but not being able to do things and hit my goals for this year have been very disappointing.

This year has been full of ups and downs. As I wrapped my head around being a full time homemaker, I realised it has been a challenging year, I managed to do some pretty great things, I was very active on my social media, I reached a lot of audience as well, and I collaborated with some great people as well.

But right at the end of the year, the wave of complete slump hit me. I lost the motivation to do anything. The more frustrating part was that I started every day, knowing too well what I needed to do to get out of that state but still unable to do it. Netflix became my best friend and my worst enemy.

Knowing all too well, that I am the only one who can take myself out of this state and I am the only one who is being harmed the most as well, because I lost all my reach on my social media handles because of my inactivity, all my hard work of the whole year is now gone. 

Question is, will I be able to get as active as I was before, with my social media handles and my blog ?

Well, that’s one secret I’ll never tell, XOXO Gossip Girl.

JK, we will see.